The Indispensable Bruha: sa dulo ng kwento

when you are living on your own fairy tale... ikaw ung gagawa ng sariling kilig... ikaw ung gagawa ng climax sa story. of course ayaw mo nun ng ending. kasi pag dating ng epilogue alam mong lahat ng yun gawa gawa lang. na ginawa mo lang sarili mong katawatawa aka. tanga. pero at least naging masaya ka. yun nga lang sa mundo mo lang. Hirap no. Minsan napapaisip ka nalang at nasasabi mo sa sarili mo na di ka nga yata talagang deserving na mahalin. Kung deserving ka man, di naman nakikita ng taong gusto mo un. Sa huli, anino ka parin nyang ituring. Na iikot ang mundo nya nandyan or wala ka man sa tabi nya. Na walang magbabago mangyari na wala ka man sa buhay nya. Dahil hindi ka nagexist. Sad noh. pero wala eh. Wala ka sa existence nya. Kaya tahimik ka nalang.

Diary of a Goodbye Girl: Alternate World

Alternate World

No restrictions 

No conditions 

No doubts 

No suspicion 

Im currently living in an alternate world where sadness is spelled as happy

Frown is shown by a smile

Everyday is always jolly,

even you are dying inside

A world where I can own you all by myself

A place where I can hold you tightly in my arms.

Where my mind is at peace, and my heart is at ease

A dimension where there is no despair.

Where both of us decided to be one;

No buts, no maybes, no second thinking.

However, I still need to live in reality

Where US is still an I and YOU

Distance is still a friend, and silence is my companion

A reality where I wanted to escape, 

A domain where I'm currently enchained

Locked completely with a one sided affection

Yearning for love and attention

Now I completely created an alternate world to escape the truth

And that realm now becomes my reality, and I made my reality a fantasy. 

 Mariabelle Martinez Balisacan