Alternate World
No restrictions
No conditions
No doubts
No suspicion
Im currently living in an alternate world where sadness is spelled as happy
Frown is shown by a smile
Everyday is always jolly,
even you are dying inside
A world where I can own you all by myself
A place where I can hold you tightly in my arms.
Where my mind is at peace, and my heart is at ease
A dimension where there is no despair.
Where both of us decided to be one;
No buts, no maybes, no second thinking.
However, I still need to live in reality
Where US is still an I and YOU
Distance is still a friend, and silence is my companion
A reality where I wanted to escape,
A domain where I'm currently enchained
Locked completely with a one sided affection
Yearning for love and attention
Now I completely created an alternate world to escape the truth
And that realm now becomes my reality, and I made my reality a fantasy.
Mariabelle Martinez Balisacan
